"Press the escape key."
Saturday, August 29, 20091:40 PM
Hit the restart button and
HERE is where I am.
Think of it as spring cleaning and throwing away things I don't need.
Love y'all.
You can write a nice little sentimental epiphany for this space here if you like. I'm deleting it soon.
"It's not me, it's you."
Thursday, August 27, 200910:34 PM
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It's not that I hate you.
It's just that I've stopped hoping for something to change.
Or expecting anything from you.
So yeah. You can say we're
done.
My dear, I love you very very very much but dissing ** is way overboard.
You know things about me she doesn't, so you'll know that where my secrets are don't determine where my heart is.
CA.
My mother gave me appointments with a fucking SHRINK for my birthday.
Eliza might have been right.
Jan.
I'm going straight to hell.
Kia saw me on the busstop.
I saw her I think.
Uh.
The angmoh girl.
Failed:
Mathphysicsgeog (chyeah big surprise.)
Passed:
EngLitHistBio (Obviously, geog is going to be dropped.)
I should talk to chelsea soon again.
Or one of her colleagues who specialises in weird things.
"Caught off a star."
Friday, August 21, 20098:49 PM
"There is a God. Thank God my daughter goes to church."
Sheesh. Go to church yourself.
I SAW ELIZA HO ON THE ESCALATOR!
I went to watch a movie with my dad and TADAH I beheld EELIZARH HOE! :D:D
"Rachel!"
"Eliza!"
"Rachel!"
"Eliza!"
Like 2 idiots there.
Oh well.
Oh benjamin :D:D
The most beautiful thing I've seen since ting shiyao (who's better looking than me. Seriously, this is sad. Oh but he's bald now according to sam.)
Watched VSFS 2008 last night!
I love the butterfly thingy Miranda kerr wore :D It's like, POOF. Massive!
Talking to CA ATM, about eliza and moomoo.
She now has a Mother Michael.
And the father is still a mystery O:
Jan, I discovered your card.
it's pretty.
(:
Dom looks like tom felton.
"All choked up."
Sunday, August 9, 20099:21 PM
I.
LOST.
MY.
PHONE.
if some idiot decides to take it I'm going to chop him/hr into itty bitty pieces and throw them into the fucking Singapore river.
I had a massive headache from last night and they just made it worse by taking my phone. I'll kill them.
Oh but at least I got to go out with Alice.
Who's fun.
And non-boring!
:D
Went to Citylink to eat and all. The tiramisu at TCC is the best you'll get.
I think.
ANYHOO, we went to chinatown.
which doesn't really stink that bad now.
This sucks.
K bye I'm going to cry into my pillow over my phone.
"Breaking heartstrings."
Tuesday, August 4, 20099:31 PM
It's boring without you. Now I regret not making an effort to get through to you.
I'd like some answers, but you're not here.
Somewhere along the line I slipped off just like you.
Only that I'm still breathing.
But not for long.Michelle is skilled at rugby!
She did some weird half twist and flip thing while throwing.
"MEEOWRRRRZZ!" -does weird twistflip-
Oh mannnnn I WANT TO WATCH, GI JOE!
:D
"Gone."
Friday, July 31, 20099:49 PM
I don't really know what to make of it either.
Cause I don't like people.
You're an exception, cause you're different.
I've never liked being with people. It makes me choke on whatever it is.
Today I saw God reflected in her eyes. It kinda scared me.
Panic attack.
Uh huh.
The church freaks me out with their people.
I wish I could touch you for one more moment and know how solid you are.
That chance slipped through my fingers.
For some reason I let it.
There's a weird ache here, where you were. It's never going to be filled up.
I kept your stuff, your book and all.
And obsessively read it over and over again.
You decoded me.
Thanks.
I love you.
"Hey Stephen."
Wednesday, July 29, 20099:01 PM
Please stay.---
There are loads of things I wish I told you sooner, but looks like you'll never know. I'd like to tell you that your eyes look blue under florescent light, but seem green under sunlight. I'd like to tell you why oreo bits turned up in your 13th birthday cake, and why I have this obsession over butterflies. I'd like to spend less time on myself and more time on you. More time on everyone else and less on myself. Today I could give up loads of things just to talk to you again. Today I'm still asking myself why I didn't when I could.
All I can offer now is a cyber apology and unending love and friendship. From all of us here, from our hearts.
We love you forever.
